"Disguise" lyrics

"Disguise"

Get up, get up!
Fuck!

Get out, never get out, never get out, never let go, never let go, never go

The spiraling inside my own disguise
"This is my design"
But we're not here together

Mirror, mirror, tell me who you see
Am I you or me?
I can never remember

But you can't hide forever

I found myself by losing hope
I lost my way to find a home
I hid myself to stay alive
Now I'm ready to face my disguise

Get out, never get out, never get out, never let go, never let go, never go

I am locked within the box I built
From the inside out
Reassured by my doubt I (no)

I don't want this fucking (no) codependent vice (no)
But desperate measures call for desperate lies
Desperate lies!

I found myself by losing hope
I lost my way to find a home
I hid myself to stay alive
Now I'm ready to face my disguise

Sick of wearing a mask
Sick of hiding my face
Sick of every motherfucker that is in my way
Sick of digging for answers
While you bury the truth
Fuck your method to my sadness,
I will bury you
Dig!

Dig!

I will not become a figure of my mistakes
I will not become the mask, fear is not my fate
You can't turn down anger, you can't silence pain
You will not put out the fire that burns in me
That burns in me!

I sold my soul to my disguise
I hid myself to stay alive

I found myself by losing hope
I lost my way to find a home
I hid myself to spite my eyes
I was losing myself in my disguise

Fear I follow
Safe in sorrow
(In my disguise)
Time I borrowed
I'm ready to face my disguise

Get out, never get out, never get out, never let go, never let go, never go
Get out, never get out, never get out, never let go, never let go, never go


Thanks to JasonMotionless for correcting these lyrics.
Writer(s): Michael Kenney, Chris Cerulli, Andrew Fulk
Frontman Chis Cerulli explained to Kerrang, "The song is about how I feel like I'm constantly having to put on this mask, put on this disguise when I show myself. I don't feel like it's accepted to talk about the things I want to talk about emotionally or mentally to a certain degree, and that's been a struggle for me, and what I've been dealing with."
The official music video for this track was released on the 29th of April 2019.
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