"Trauma" lyrics

Smile and wave like everything's okay
It's hard to say when this is all a game
With guilt and shame I'll never be the same
Give me something else to do cause I'm about to go insane
The "king of hearts" your favorite card to play
You win them all and break them in a day
It's all my fault with nothing left to gain
Take this stupid halo off so you can see through my charade

Trauma, trauma I think I'm dying inside
I don't want to be alive
Trauma, trauma I think I hurt myself again
I don't know where to begin

You grip me tight I told you let me go
And as I cried the scars begin to show
With all my rage I'm gonna take you down
To watch you beg and plead before I put you in the ground
Shut your mouth don't play it like we're cool
For my revenge I'll break all of the rules
I hope you rot Inside a shallow grave
This is all that you deserve there is no need to give me praise

Trauma, trauma I think I'm dying inside
I don't want to be alive
Trauma, trauma I think I hurt myself again
I don't know where to begin