"How I Feel" lyrics
(Messiah)
M Row
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I'm tired of you thinkin' I don't want to be wit' you 'cause I take long to reply
You overthink what we go through, your friends who you go to be tellin' you lies
When it come to me and your friends that's against me you always be choosin' they side
And I'm sick of that "Sorry not sorry" shit when you be wrong 'cause you got too much pride
Sometimes it just feels like you push me away to the point that I don't wanna try
Every time you explainin' yourself you get sad, when you talk, the tears come from your eyes
You be textin' and sendin' a message right next to me, tiltin' your phone to the side
So whoever talk to, make sure I don't see it, I know in that phone is some shit you gon' hide
And the day that I go through it, I hope that you ready for the shit that I see that I know I'm a find
I'm the type to just see it and just play it cool and just not make it known and just play wit' your mind
And I hate how you think I don't care about you when I don't hit you up to just see you alive
Only an hour went by but I do understand where you comin' from not gonna lie
Like, how you made post 'bout relationship problems and tell me that it don't apply
I'm tryna see who that post for, you doin' the most for whoever you tryna imply
I'm tryna figure why you bein' weird you ignored what I said 'cause you not tryna hear it
I can say how I feel, go through one ear and it fly out the other like a flight on Spirit
And the shit that I said I be makin' it clear but your friends always be in your head interferin'
Like, you hate that I do all the shit that you do to me first, it be havin' you tearin'
It don't even feel like we really together, you really just push me away
I really, I really thought love was forever so why we break up when you feelin' a way
Instead of you sittin' and makin' it better, you'd rather just leave, I be tellin' you stay
Alright bet, I'm done wit' applyin' that pressure to keep you, I promise I will be okay
M Row
Turn me up
Like
I'm tired of you thinkin' I don't want to be wit' you 'cause I take long to reply
You overthink what we go through, your friends who you go to be tellin' you lies
When it come to me and your friends that's against me you always be choosin' they side
And I'm sick of that "Sorry not sorry" shit when you be wrong 'cause you got too much pride
Sometimes it just feels like you push me away to the point that I don't wanna try
Every time you explainin' yourself you get sad, when you talk, the tears come from your eyes
You be textin' and sendin' a message right next to me, tiltin' your phone to the side
So whoever talk to, make sure I don't see it, I know in that phone is some shit you gon' hide
And the day that I go through it, I hope that you ready for the shit that I see that I know I'm a find
I'm the type to just see it and just play it cool and just not make it known and just play wit' your mind
And I hate how you think I don't care about you when I don't hit you up to just see you alive
Only an hour went by but I do understand where you comin' from not gonna lie
Like, how you made post 'bout relationship problems and tell me that it don't apply
I'm tryna see who that post for, you doin' the most for whoever you tryna imply
I'm tryna figure why you bein' weird you ignored what I said 'cause you not tryna hear it
I can say how I feel, go through one ear and it fly out the other like a flight on Spirit
And the shit that I said I be makin' it clear but your friends always be in your head interferin'
Like, you hate that I do all the shit that you do to me first, it be havin' you tearin'
It don't even feel like we really together, you really just push me away
I really, I really thought love was forever so why we break up when you feelin' a way
Instead of you sittin' and makin' it better, you'd rather just leave, I be tellin' you stay
Alright bet, I'm done wit' applyin' that pressure to keep you, I promise I will be okay
