"HEALING" lyrics
Sometimes I just wonder
Am I being stopped from going under?
Through the rain and the thunder
Make another move, then I ponder
Never save face, not a stunter
Never been the prey, but a hunter
No ponce, I'm a hustler
Play the hands I was dealt, not a shuffler
Move, shift, well equipped
Feel, resist, hit and miss
Every time I feel my goal might be a myth
God comes with the assist like I insist
Fawn, freeze, pause, breathe
Need to grieve, feel at ease
Another mistake then I lose faith
Self-hate, all I think about is what awaits
Maybe I need healing, I been tryna find a reason
I been fighting all my demons
And I find it hard to breathe in
I know that I been bleeding, I can't hide all of my lesions
I been waiting for my season
I don't know what to believe in
Maybe I need healing, I been tryna find a reason
I been fighting all my demons
And I find it hard to breathe in
I know that I been bleeding, I can't hide all of my lesions
I been waiting for my season
I don't know what to believe in
Yo, imagine me never really doing right by me
Playing an actor in the movie when I am Spike Lee
Internalising all the BS people would type me
Saying everything and anything to just spite me
Jealousy, in my face bitches would hype me
Then turn around behind my back and go and just bite me
I don't take lightly, rather them fight me
Hoping that I'm gonna crash out so they can write me off
Going bigger, they can't measure
Rock steady, never been the type to fold under pressure
Fortune teller, I'ma keep going forever and ever
Till I'm deader, they don't want beef, they softer than leather, uh
Target killer, yes, I'm over zealous
Never gave a fuck what people tell us
Bread, cheddar, dough, cabbage, lettuce
Need that GBP and all the other letters
Maybe I need healing, I been tryna find a reason
I been fighting all my demons
And I find it hard to breathe in
I know that I been bleeding, I can't hide all of my lesions
I been waiting for my season
I don't know what to believe in
Maybe I need healing, I been tryna find a reason
I been fighting all my demons
And I find it hard to breathe in
I know that I been bleeding, I can't hide all of my lesions
I been waiting for my season
I don't know what to believe in
Am I being stopped from going under?
Through the rain and the thunder
Make another move, then I ponder
Never save face, not a stunter
Never been the prey, but a hunter
No ponce, I'm a hustler
Play the hands I was dealt, not a shuffler
Move, shift, well equipped
Feel, resist, hit and miss
Every time I feel my goal might be a myth
God comes with the assist like I insist
Fawn, freeze, pause, breathe
Need to grieve, feel at ease
Another mistake then I lose faith
Self-hate, all I think about is what awaits
Maybe I need healing, I been tryna find a reason
I been fighting all my demons
And I find it hard to breathe in
I know that I been bleeding, I can't hide all of my lesions
I been waiting for my season
I don't know what to believe in
Maybe I need healing, I been tryna find a reason
I been fighting all my demons
And I find it hard to breathe in
I know that I been bleeding, I can't hide all of my lesions
I been waiting for my season
I don't know what to believe in
Yo, imagine me never really doing right by me
Playing an actor in the movie when I am Spike Lee
Internalising all the BS people would type me
Saying everything and anything to just spite me
Jealousy, in my face bitches would hype me
Then turn around behind my back and go and just bite me
I don't take lightly, rather them fight me
Hoping that I'm gonna crash out so they can write me off
Going bigger, they can't measure
Rock steady, never been the type to fold under pressure
Fortune teller, I'ma keep going forever and ever
Till I'm deader, they don't want beef, they softer than leather, uh
Target killer, yes, I'm over zealous
Never gave a fuck what people tell us
Bread, cheddar, dough, cabbage, lettuce
Need that GBP and all the other letters
Maybe I need healing, I been tryna find a reason
I been fighting all my demons
And I find it hard to breathe in
I know that I been bleeding, I can't hide all of my lesions
I been waiting for my season
I don't know what to believe in
Maybe I need healing, I been tryna find a reason
I been fighting all my demons
And I find it hard to breathe in
I know that I been bleeding, I can't hide all of my lesions
I been waiting for my season
I don't know what to believe in
Writer(s): Thyra Ebony Kigho Deshaun Oji, Parrish Warrington, Oluwatobi Oluwajare Oladigbolu
