"Lonely" lyrics

I'm a man with a fully function disorder
I've got balls enough to cover it up
If you're prepared to stand the slaughter
I'm so lonely
And I tell you why no bloody chance
That you in any way can control me

You say you really want to hold me
I'm to wild
I hate to say I told you so
I was right
You said I was the coldest
Cold as ice
But you can hold me
You can have me for a while

That's just right, I'm not sober
That's the way I like to be
Among people who don't know me
I'm so lonely
If you really like to have me around
You will have to stand my disorder

You say you really want to hold me
I'm to wild
I hate to say I told you so
I was right
You said I was the coldest
Cold as ice
But you can hold me
You can have me for a while