"Self Destruction" lyrics

I did drugs again
I did drugs again
Charlie Sheen my man
[?] I'm winnin'
I fucked up again
I fucked up again
Nobody's ever around
When I make these decisions

And it feels like
A demon on my back, fightin' its way in
And it feels like
I'm a cold blooded body with the sun on my skin

I'm, I'm only into full-fledged self destruction
I'm, I'm only into full-fledged self destruction
I'm, I'm only into full-fledged self destruction
I'm, I'm only into full-fledged self destruction