"Sertraline" lyrics

Nicotine, nicotine
Made me feel something
These memories, memories
Are locked in the closet
They're keeping me, keep me awake
All through the night

Dopamine, dopamine
Oh, how I miss you
You ran away at seventeen
And now I got issues
No matter how hard I fight
I'm still not alright

If I pull this thread, will I break?
Oh, I've come all this way

Where am I now?
Hands off the wheel
No, nothing hurts more than starting to feel
I know there's a light buried in me
I still talk it out with my friend Sertraline

Who am I kidding now?
It's wearing me out
All this running in circles, in circles, oh, God
Oh, where am I now?
Oh, where am I now?

Look into my mother's eyes
She can see the pain I hide
I can see the hurt I've caused
Blame it on my father's side
Blame it on the things I've done
Blame it on the fear I have
Scared of what I might become
I wanna know

If I pull this thread, will I break?
Oh I've come all this way

Where am I now?
Hands off the wheel
No, nothing hurts more than starting to feel
I know there's a light buried in me
I still talk it out with my friend Sertraline

Who am I kidding now?
It's wearing me out
All this running in circles, in circles, oh, God
Oh, where am I now?
Oh, where am I now?
Oh, where am I now?
Oh, where am I now?

Hands off the wheel
No, nothing hurts more than starting to feel
I know there's a light buried in me
I still talk it out with my friend Sertraline

Who am I kidding now?
It's wearing me out
All this running in circles, in circles, oh, God
Oh, where am I now?
Oh, where am I now?