"Airwaves" lyrics

I just want to be close to you
Give me your hand I'll take hold of you
I'm reaching out but still a while away
Suffocating in a closing room

But all this pride says I'll be fine
And Solace sang me lullabies
Promises that never lie
Woah...
Cloudy face where tears were cried
Standing tall with bloodshot eyes
Falling in and out of line

But I just want to turn the airwaves off
I don't even want to hear myself think
Tired of floating in the deep
And casting a line that I can't pull
Started going under down way low
I remember how it made your heart sink
It doesn't matter if I float
Cus I know that I won't reach the other side
Alone

I just want to be close to you
Tell me what am I supposed to do
When every ounce of who I am is drowning in my own dissonance
And I only have myself to blame

Oh, it's not like me
But I liked it so I stayed
Just an arms length away
Grab me tightly
And turn the lights out from the day
Underneath the rolling wake

But I just want to turn the airwaves off
I don't even want to hear myself think
Tired of floating in the deep
And casting a line that I can't pull
Started going under down way low
I remember how it made your heart sink
It doesn't matter if I float
Cus I know that I won't reach the other side
Alone

My pride tells me that I'll be fine
My solace sang me lullabies
I chased the wind and caught a lie
I know that I should make this right
And come to the light

But I just want to turn the airwaves off
I don't even want to hear myself think
Tired of floating in the deep
And casting a line that I can't pull
Started going under down way low
I remember how it made your heart sink
It doesn't matter if I float
Cus I know that I won't reach the other side
Alone