"Mythomania" lyrics

My mind, my emotions, my whole being
Disturbed reflections
The agitated black surface conceals the truth

The sole thing I see
Is the beclouded contour of something that has been

Becoming the pariah of a world full of mythomaniacs

Lying to myself, lying to my so-called "friends"
And listen to lies over and over again
Without respite

I became a shadow of my former self
A stranger to the light
A stranger to my life
My burning desire is to escape

How can a system built on lies form such a strong foundation?
Many end in depression but no one answers to their prayers

Nobody cares - nobody dares to face the truth
Mythomania - symptom of a sickened world

No longer will I accept this chimera as a basis for my life
I want to live again - I want to be free once again

I was born free and
Ended up as a serf
A serf to falsehood
Habitual liar

Where is the naivety
I once had as a child
When my desire for esteem
Pulled the rug out from under me?

Decay of my system
Foundation gets lost
A fragile construction
Will never persist

Now I am the pariah - a stranger to your life
Breaking the habit - yearning for the light
Foreign in a dying world
I'm the antimessiah

Prior to spend time
In building a life
Based on true dedication
I followed Judas' way

I kept the distance
As long as I could
This shell of dishonesty
Will mask myself no more

I'm caught in mythomania - more than just dystopia
How can I escape from this grim, false and devious place?

Turn back the wheel - the wheel of time
Return to the age
Where it once began!