"The Ides Of Life" lyrics

These thoughts like a moon – far-out
My freedom eclipsed
Just don't know where do I belong?
An idea that devours it all
My freedom absorbed
My awareness who I really am

Placed on this earth
But I didn't decide to be here myself
Who am
Who am I
Unable to find my role
While I feel pushed from side to side
Overlooked, when I needed attention

Focused, when I wanted to just disappear
Light and shades – so blurry

When will we reach the ides of our life?
We don't know the end
But while the beginning's over in a heartbeat
It's even harder to really start it off

My mind was just too dark to see
A horizon – unreachable
A way out of this spiral called life
Impossible
Not part of the plan

A blink of an eye
And I was briefly able to embrace

When will we reach the ides of our life?
We don't know the end
But while the beginning's over in a heartbeat
It's even harder to really start it off

When will we reach the ides of our life?
Will there be an epiphany
A time, we will know, we're halfway through
Or an impulse to really start it off?