"Heavenly Twin" lyrics

My people say I'm getting better at painting a picture for the listener, I got special vision
Special like Grandma kisses
Special like Papa last Christmas, with us
Every beautiful rose is gone wither
Bill Withers, Just the two of us you can Lean on Me
Navy Blue the truest love
Soon enough I'll be above
Grateful I'm Anedra son
I got the same face as Jorge
Smoke dancing on my father lungs
Hurt me just to walk away we'll have to talk another day
And we did, spent the whole day praying for his kids
My big sister don't have much to say
Nothing changes if nothing change
We one and the same
We all got names that we ashamed of
No matter how you put it it's the same love
This is my reprise, prayers whispered off the same tongue
I took it to my knees, surrendered to the grief
All I keep gotta go one way or another
Can't change all of a sudden
Nah I wasn't giving my all to the growth that I know
Just a spoke on a wheel
I appeal to what I wrote cause it's spoke to the feels
Just a lonesome scarecrow in the fields
Waiting, romanticisation of the gates
When I was down and out in Ruby's arms time waits
Time waits, I made it through with God's grace
Self-will run rampant it's to blame
Couldn't answer to my name didn't know who I was
Saw who I became, truancy was a must
Not for everybody, cause everybody different
This is my view it's up to you if it's equivalent
Based on my ambivalence and my equilibrium I tried not to sin again
I fall to my oblivion, heavenly twin please guide me
Please guide me
Navy's Reprise