"Orchards" lyrics

God doesn't make it too hard for those who seek
Now I'm moving so slowly through this river, brief
Sun settin' in the West, rising in the East
He anointed by the North, opposite his feet
Them postcards that I sent from the depths of me
Flipped from hellish ways to heaven fleeting
Fortune child, life was scorching like the fire of my destiny
I used a stepping stone to step aside desperately
It's circumstantial on the scale, unfairly measuring
Plus it's hard to fill the shoes of who you never been
The way I'm spilling blood is medicine
But simultaneously menacing
The pendulum required on the other end
I acquired what my mother sets
The stretch of shadow that I'm up against
In my defense, I love it here
I love the dark because the light meaning my brother near
The forecast of his youth last a hundred years
Downpour of his rain, wasn't nothing clear
It was literally opaque
Little me was up late
Watching life curve, bend, tryna get his soul straight
Don't break; how much a heart of gold weigh
In the wake of what I lost, fell asleep to live a dream of mine
Diminishing his wants, there's limits to it all
It's a dissonance at play since I been peeling layers off
I can feel the air of God, sitting pretty in the fog
Candlelit, His animism leadin', free of cost
Deities and gods, leading me to learn who I affect and what I caused
Leading me to learn who I affect and what I caused
Take a look at all that's happening
In this wicked world you hunting or you gathering
Life's tapestry is tattering
Find beauty in the darkness that we battling
Find-

Kept it bottled in, we was dealt so many losses that we gotta win
Kept it bottled in, we was dealt so many losses that we gotta win
Kept it bottled in, we was dealt so many losses that we gotta win
Kept it bottled in, we was dealt so many losses that we gotta win