"Phases" lyrics

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My feelings often fluctuate
Been wondering if this a phase
Winter cold, springing through the fall
I meet the summer rays
Son a blaze smoke, can't cope
He chose to run away
Now I'm stationed in the foreground
Confront a bunch of a shame
Comfort is a constant
You can blossom from that sunken state
Money worth making
'Cause my Mama tryna fix the place
So we can rent the lower half
The upper realm is where I aim and shoot
I'm just a shooting star
Baring this abuse of ours
Stuck, I step my two in tar
Sliding on these loops is like amusement parks
I ain't never knew I could rebuke the harm
I was given proof but chose to turn away
And play the part of someone who ain't wanna live
Simply that's just what it is
I could never know enough
Was living like I knew enough
True indeed, plant the seed and grew into my truest
Love of self, stars and universe
I be living day to day
When gratitude is present
Ain't no way that I could stay the same