"Self Harm" lyrics

Self harm is not the way to go
It's just a way to cope lately

Self harm by the pound
Every mile stretch further than I thought
These thoughts working on me tough
I'm managing the cost, what it cost to go there?
I'm left lost, left last to figure out what I saw
See me December with my flaws laid out
Gotta chant, cause most of my memories in a vault
Searching for some peace, I held it all along
All this weakness cannot measure, I'm at fault
Headdress adorned with feathers of a hawk
My pops thinking of me, trust I felt him on the wall
These issues just reflect what I was taught
Toilet tissue, wipe my eyes, I wipe my nose, don't let me fall
When I fell I should've known I knew it was in time
Can only call my momma
I should've hit the dro', the only way I face these problems
Through the haze of smoke lately, just being honest
That's why I cry in front my lady, blazing like a comet
Fear and loathing at its source I couldn't even promise
Breaking em, just hurt to know I flourish, treat me kindly
I deserve to be at peace, the decency remind me
At my core I'm just the same little boy torn
Angels rejoice when Sage reach the point on this timeline when grace is anointed
Time flying by, they greet me with appointments
Disappointment, no façade to what the point is
I was busy being poignant

Self harm is not the way to go
Just a way to cope lately
Let me know
Self harm is not the way to go
Just a way to cope lately
Such a shame, yeah
Self harm is not the way to go
Just a way to cope lately

Sometimes, sometimes I feel like there's nowhere to call home
Sometimes I feel like there's nowhere to call home
My own home got ghosts that I brought in here, get 'em out
My own home got ghosts that I brought in here, get 'em out
My own home
(Where you going? Home)