"Sir Render" lyrics

Sir Render
Sir, Sir Render
Sir, Sir Render

Sir, my emotions get staunched when they can
I know it's all out my hands
Gotta give God a chance
To walk along the Berlin Wall, with a woman I can call a "friend"
Conversation lift me out of places where I often land

I'm so content
And count blessings in my momma hands
Judgin' off the way my life looking, it make a lot of sense
Got a lot to live for the discourse Heaven-sent
I been in them psych wards
Tryna get a grip
This what livin' life for, I call it what it is
I see it how I see it, gave me meaning to exist
I am flesh, but a spirit, I appear to be remiss

To the next man who carry all his fears to the cliff, let it fly
Set aside
All a nigga did
Livin' through a genocide
As real as it get

I can't deal, 'cause the pain take tears in the wind
Mazes of the mind, gracious, defined youth
My kind
They'll decline
My wits, get my hindsight
Divine light
Spring in her rights
Give life
Give twice
Like the first time breathin'

Trauma in hereditary demons, I'm healin'
From Portobello Road to Ealing
Grandma out in Acton
The feelings that I act on
Spurrin' into action

As we talkin' 'bout practice, practice what you preach
What seems so far is within reach

Everything I ever did
Everyone I ever knew
The tingling of every limb
My foot fit every shoe
Memories in every groove
Lessons are in every move
Mama gifts for me is soothing
Stuck beneath this very moon

Everything I ever did
Everyone I ever knew
The tingling of every limb
My foot fit every shoe
Memories in every groove
Lessons are in every move
Mama gifts for me is soothing
Stuck beneath this very moon

Sir Render
Sir, Sir Render
Sir, Sir Render

He stood still
His eyes closed, and stinging
His lungs heaving, time to expel the smoke
He held onto the shovel
Wanting to move, to do something
But he did not know what
He held onto it desperately, not wanting to let go
Even if he did, he was surrendering his secret
His life