"If I Should Die" lyrics

Go out of your way for a reaction
Part of which we never agreed to
Keep options open
Hoping hopelessly that you'll stay down
I should've thought this over
I'm now aware that this is how I feel now
In time
Back and forth between telling truth and lies
Should I say how I feel or keep my pride now?
So lethal, bae, you know it's suicide without your love

Keep me up at night
If I should die
Hope that you want me to
Hope that you know the truth, yeah
But if I put you aside and do what I want
Would you be alright, alright, alright with it?
Or would you realize, realize, realize?

Why are we fighting?
Why don't we try (Try), doing it right?
Scared of the dark while won't let in the light
If we don't, we don't, we don't
Then we'll never know, oh, oh
Sour to the pack, I know you hate that
Try to escape the fakes, which you can't blame me for
Trying to find something to make me feel good
Girl, you know no other nigga could do you like I

Yes
Just love me right here, in this moment
And I can show you

Keep me up at night
If I should die
Hope that you want me to
Hope that you know the truth, yeah
But if I put you aside and do what I want
Would you be alright, alright, alright with it?
Or would you realize, realize, realize?