"Bed" lyrics

Prison of my own design
Windows flooding, natural light
Every ceiling to the sky
Keeping all my feelings inside
Checkered floor, wallpaper stripes
Marble counters, black and white
Cold and empty all the time
No one hears me crying at night

I don't if I'm lonely or only alone
I don't if I'm lonely or only alone
Nowhere else I can go when I'm already home
I'm lying to myself to make it feel okay
Lying to myself to carry on this way

Dedicate every day
Always and forever
Lying here together
In this bed I made