"own sh¡t" lyrics

'Cause I've been dealing with my own shit, uh, uh
Feeling all these emotions, uh, uh
Go on and wait all night, all day, I won't call you back (Oh-oh)

I can't see, brain's all foggy
The winds are too strong, the clouds upon me
I wish I could sleep, but thoughts run too deep
And I don't know how long it'll be (Oh-oh)
And you want something I can't give, uh
'Cause I've been lost in the middle of it
I got shit to figure out, figuratively speaking
I just need a minute for me, oh-oh

I know nights can get so cold
And you hate being alone
But I can't pick up the phone

'Cause I've been dealing with my own shit, uh, uh
Feeling all these emotions, uh, uh
Go on and wait all night, all day, I won't call you back
'Cause I've been dealing with my own shit, uh, uh
And no one even knows it, uh, uh
But God, I swear just I can't take another day like that (Oh-oh)

I tried weed, God, I hug trees
Forced myself to yoga and pilates
I quit the coffee, tried to find peace but (Nothing really did it for me)
And if I'm honest, I just need a little time for myself
You know that picture of us two, I put it right on the shelf
I wish I loved me like you do, know that's corny as hell
But it's true as well, I ain't gotta tell ya, oh-oh

I know nights can get so cold
And you hate being alone
But I can't pick up the phone

'Cause I've been dealing with my own shit, uh, uh
Feeling all these emotions, uh, uh
Go on and wait all night, all day, I won't call you back
'Cause I've been dealing with my own shit, uh, uh
And no one even knows it, uh, uh
But God, I swear just I can't take another day like that

I've been dealing with my own shit, uh, uh
I've been dealing with my own shit, own shit
I've been dealing with my own shit (I gotta clean my act up)
I've been dealing with my own shit (Oh-oh)