"Carolina Light Up" lyrics

Carolina, I've been thinking 'bout the man
Tryna keep him out my head the best I can
Tryna concentrate on the job at hand
But I get so distracted by the things I can't control

Lately, I've been thinking that I'm going insane
Keep on having dark thoughts in the pouring rain
I don't ever wanna go back there again
'Cause I don't think I'd make it, I wouldn't make it out the hole

I just wanna light up
Let the sun through the window
Feel the wind in my hair
I just wanna light up
Let the sun through the window
Feel the wind in my hair, in my hair, in my hair
I wanna

These days, I just make it up as I'm going along
Ain't no heat to the voice, I can't be wrong
'Cause I could wake up tomorrow and then be gone
Oh, I can't keep stressing 'bout these things I can't control

I been washed up, faded, man, I been so jaded
A dollar for my thoughts and my thoughts, they wanna say
I got me big bills, small bills, every day there's more bills
Every day they're telling me, "You know you need some more pills"
Living rent-free in my head
I wanna take the red, I'm gonna take the red

I just wanna light up
Let the sun through the window
Feel the wind in my hair, in my hair, in my hair
I wanna light up
Let the sun through the window
Feel the wind in my hair, in my hair, yeah

Carolina, I feel fine
In those moments when the clouds clear from my mind
And I know it's real
Yeah, I know I feel low
When I feel low
Know, I know, I know, I know I feel it
It's real, it's

Hey, I just wanna light up
Let the sun through the window
Feel the wind in my hair, yeah
I just wanna light up, oh
Let the sun through the window
Feel the wind in my hair, in my hair, in my hair

I wanna light up, light up, light up
Light up, light up, light up
Light up, light up, light up, I do
I wanna light up, light up, light up
Light up, light up, light up
Light up, light up, light up, I do

Oh-oh-oh-oh
Carolina, I do