"god's favorite" lyrics

I used to think You took some kind of pleasure kicking me
While I was down, I was down
Was so convinced that there was no amount of therapy
To pull me out, pull me out

I was praying late at night, "Just, please, don't let me die."
But it takes someone truly special to always survive

I'm starting to believe I might be God's favorite
'Cause never in my dreams did I see me here
Dark nights, hard times
Bad guys, past life, I got away from it
I'm starting to believe I'm God's favorite
I'm God's favorite
I'm God's favorite

Every day, I count my lucky stars
I ran away, I ran away to LA
Now and then, the darkness rolls around, but I'm not afraid
I'm not the same, not the same

I was praying late at night, "Just, please, don't let me die."
But it takes someone truly special to always survive

I'm starting to believe I might be God's favorite
'Cause never in my dreams did I see me here
Dark nights, hard times
Bad guys, past life, I got away from it
I'm starting to believe I'm God's favorite

I'm God's favorite
I'm God's favorite
I'm God's favorite
I'm God's favorite
I'm God's favorite
I'm God's favorite