"Schizo" lyrics

My mind feels like it's broken
I see things that aren't there
My mind feels like it's broken
I hear thoughts just so someone cares

Shadow bugs, random whispers
Shadow people, bleeding blisters
Rainbow glass carves my feet
Regain visuals, busy street
Music movements, like possession
Out of body, forced momentum

Plead to God I'm cracking crystals
Flames inside began to fizzle
Portals that nobody saw
Glowing blood upon the walls

They want me dead, is that the illness talking?
I went to heal when they wanted me rotting
I chose to live, when they want me forgotten
I chose to hope, put down the rope as options
Don't open your eyes, but inside is worse
If inside and out are one, then I know I'm cursed
What do I do? 'Cause God damn this hurts
What do I do? This hurts

My mind feels like it's broken
I see things that aren't there
My mind feels like it's broken
I hear thoughts just so someone cares
My mind feels like it's shattered
I don't even know what's real
My minds been fucking battered
And I don't think I'll ever heal