"Michael Reflects (Talking)" lyrics

I was thinking back 16 years ago
And I just couldn't believe where I was at that time
I'll never forget it, lying in my bed
Fighting for my life
Suicide on my mind
It's kind of one of the family histories, in my family
My grandfather committed suicide just recently

I don't know about you, but I was desperate
I don't know if you've ever been there
In your life
And you've just been desperate
And I needed someone to rescue me