"Pathetic" lyrics

How did I end up here
Why did you disappear on me
When did I get so insecure
You don't have to answer
I already know

I knew as it fell out
The moment it left my mouth
I wanted to take it back
Oh god, why didn't I do that
I still love you
Of course I love you

I told you that I didn't but I do, I regret it
Everything panned out just like you said it would
I thought that I was cool but I look pathetic now
I look pathetic
Drinking on my own cause' all my friends are there with you
Talking about all the shitty things that I put you through
I thought that I was cool but I look pathetic now
I'm so pathetic now

I'm watching You've Got Mail
And crying into my cereal
I think that romance must have died in 99
I used to hate it
Now I love it

I told you that I didn't but I do, I regret it
Everything panned out just like you said it would
I thought that I was cool but I look pathetic now
I look pathetic
Drinking on my own cause' all my friends are there with you
Talking about all the shitty things that I put you through
I thought that I was cool but I look pathetic now
I'm so pathetic now

I hope you're happy now
Screw that I hope you're miserable
Why don't you need me like I need you

I told you that I didn't but I do, I regret it
There's a black hole on your side of the bed
I thought that I'd get over you and on with my life somehow
But I look pathetic
Drinking on my own cause' all my friends are there with you
Talking about all the shitty things that I put you through
I'm sorry, I would take it back if it could, oh wow
I'm so pathetic now
I'm so pathetic now
I'm so pathetic