"Supposed To Say" lyrics

Am I late to the party
Am I the mistake
You never wanted
But took anyway
I'm reaching over but you're pulling away
I know you don't want it but I want you to stay

Should I have expected
Suspected at least
Over corrected
The heart on my sleeve
Now all my butterflies are flying away
Trying to catch my breath because there's nothing to say

I'm not sure that you ever really meant it when you said my name
And if I'm being honest there's a part of me that knew you never felt the same
I'll be just fine
Is that what I'm supposed to say

I should have noticed
From miles away
Rose coloured focus
Was fading to grey
Your eyes are on me but they're looking away
Funny how you see it when you know it's too late

Was it the first time
Or did it come late?
The middle of midnight
Were you wide awake?
And by the morning it's like everything changed
Started with forever but we ran out of space

I'm not sure that you ever really meant it when you said my name
And if I'm being honest there's a part of me that knew you never felt the same
I'll be just fine
Is that what I'm supposed to say

Oh, you don't know
You don't know
You don't know me at all
You don't know
You don't know

I'm not sure that you ever really meant it when you said my name
And if I'm being honest there's a part of me that knew you never felt the same
I'll be just fine
Is that what I'm supposed to say