"How Do You Love Me" lyrics

If I call you up at 2 am and I'm feeling fucked and lonely again
I know you wouldn't be cruel you'd just sit there and listen
If I cried and said I'm terrified that I'm getting close to the day I'd die
You'd just shake your head and you'd tell me to go home

And it's true that I'm probably not worth the battery life
Why do you still stick around or let me stay the night?

I couldn't figure it out, if you wrote it all down, please write it down
How, how do you love me right now?

I make all the jokes and run from cracks
That are visible only to you react
With a long breath and worried eyes that justify
When I haven't heard a thing you said
Cause I've been talking about the sounds in my head
That I never asked once about you or how you've been

And it's no surprise that my friends are harder and harder to come by
That look in your eyes
Shows I've made it about me like I do every time

I need to figure it out, write it all down so I don't forget how
How do you love me right now?
How do you love me right now?
I wouldn't love me right now?
How do you love me right now?

Narcissistic paranoia, that just means that I annoy ya
And the contacts in my phone are really more than I know
And the ones I want to talk to are usually "busy" and "at home"
Suicidal kamikaze
Becomes less charming as I'm talking
I'm trying to see why you pick up when it's me
How do you
How do you
How do you
How do you love me right now?
How do you love me right now?
How do you love me?
Ohh

Maybe I should just stay inside
Stop calling my friends about how hard I try
Maybe that's another reason why
I don't understand how you let me inside
Oh

How do you love me
How do you love me
I want to love me
Do you love me right...

If I call you up at 2 am and I'm feeling fucked and lonely again
I know you wouldn't be cruel you'd just sit there and listen