"If I Come Home" lyrics

Lately I've been trying
But I don't know what makes a lion, is it being brave?
All these thoughts I'm feeling
But the best of me is stealing from the things you say

Is it better now?
As you watch me drown

If I come home ****** up now would you
Tell me I'm lying, tell me I'm fine, and that you still love love me
If I decide to lie with my proof on my breath I'm trying my best
Now won't you just hold hold me
Hold me

You got me tamed and tied to these posts
But I can't seem to see the past
These ghosts cause I, I use these sheets to sleep
(Stop it you know it you can't stop it you know it)
All the time [?] hands
But my eyes don't understand how you, how do you still love me?
(Stop it you know it you can't stop it you know it)

Because I let you down, when you're not around

If I come home ****** up now would you
Tell me I'm lying, tell me I'm fine, and that you still love love me
If I decide to lie with my proof on my breath I'm trying my best
Now won't you just hold hold me
Hold me
Oh Oh I

Yes I can feel it now (Stop it you know it you can't stop it you know it)
Oh I, Yes I can feel it (Stop it you know it you can't stop it you know it)
Hang on I know you're gonna
You're gonna leave me, you're gonna feed me to it

If I come home ****** up now would you
Tell me you're lying, tell me I'm fine, and that you love love me
If I decide to lie with my proof on my breath I'm trying my best
Now won't you please hold please hold me

Hold Me, Hold Me, Hold Me