"CIGARETTE" lyrics

So far away
So far away
So far away

Get it done
I'ma keep on shooting 'cause I came with this extendo (This extendo)
This is really me, nah, this is not a demo (Demo)
I been hurting for so long, you get the memo
I signed this shit with blood
Disconnect my love, you is not my brother
I don't think you gon' find nobody other than me
To be as real as I was when you had no place to sleep
I don't give a fuck, I don't care no more
You niggas really turned me to this motherfuckin' animal
I feel so damn terrible, shit
The way they talk about me, I must be a fucking cannibal
Why try so hard?
Why do I try so hard?
I'm gon' be the motherfucking guy you made me
I play into it, I never let it faze me
Mama, mama
I wish I was the kid I was back then when you raised me
But the kid I was back then must've escaped me
Now I'm the product of some people that just hate me
Oh, cigarette
Sometimes my life just feels like it's a fuckin' cigarette
I think I figured it out
They only need me when they need a motherfuckin' fix
They use me to feel better, then they throw my ass out
Oh, I, oh, I can't believe that it's come to this
So many times I've thought of just callin' it quits
I used my blood as ink, that's as real as it gets, ayy