"Human" lyrics

I know I almost turned to God
I listen to love songs and think about how you don't love me anymore
It really takes a lot to not be in your arms when I see you just how we used to
Bringing up shit from when we were kids, not quite but you're acting like a child
Baby we ain't even paying bills yet but we're already popping pills for our heads
Driving round town with the windows down and the air in my face makes me cry
I don't even really know why but for a moment I was happy for a while

Throw me down toss me round, lift me up
Take my hand, steal my heart, rub my soul
It's not about what you did, that's all true
It's on how I'm not human to you
It's on how I'm not human to you
It's on how I'm not...

Things make me feel better when you are not here
When we were together my sleep would want you near
The rain always makes sense when it's in my head
Outside it makes me blind to things you never said
I wear what you bought me under my clothes so you don't know I still care
But it brings me comfort knowing that a part of you is there
I found bold habits under my skin and you knew they were gone
You don't know you're the reason I made them come back at all

Throw me down toss me round, lift me up
Take my hand, steal my heart, rub my soul
It's not about what you did, that's all true
It's on how I'm not human to you
It's on how I'm not human to you
It's on how I'm not human to you