"When You Miss Me Most" lyrics

(I can't go back)

I know I'm young and dumb, I still got much to learn
Before the day you die, I hope they take me first
Flaws and all my doubts about myself, I leave inside my head
The problems that I go through everyday, I leave inside this verse
Opioids destroyed the best of me, I still hope they work (I still hope for more)
I give you more and that mean less for me, but I still put you first (But I still put you first)
Hope I change my life and get shit right before I see the hearse (Hope I change my life)
Paranoid, I feel my heartbeat racin' right behind my shirt (Right behind my shirt)

You feel me? (You finally gone)
I'm still lookin' for myself inside these fuckin' Percs (Inside these fuckin' Percs)
Disappointed, I can't say the last time that I been to church (Huh)
My mama want me take my time, the label want me give out merch (The label want me goin')
My homies wanna see me shine, the people just wanna see me hurt
I took the drugs in hopes to heal myself, instead it made it worse (Instead it worse)
I'm tryna pop shit when I'm young, forgive me if I [?]
I wan't you, play this when I'm gone, forgive me if I curse

I know I'm young and dumb, I still got much to learn
Before the day you die, I hope they take me first
Flaws and all my doubts about myself, I leave inside my head
The problems that I go through everyday, I leave inside this verse
Opioids destroyed the best of me, I still hope they work (I still hope for more)
I give you more and that mean less for me, but I still put you first (But I still put you first)
Hope I change my life and get shit right before I see the hearse (Hope I change my life)
Paranoid, I feel my heartbeat racin' right behind my shirt (Right behind my shirt)