"Saving Me" lyrics

Looks like I messed it up again
Cycling through all my piece of shit friends
It's spinning and spinning inside of my head
3 a.m. staring at the ceiling fan

I think I have a target on my chest
My father is damn hard to impress
Makin' bad decisions as a reckless kid
Never known I wanna go back to it

'Cause I'm one step away from dying
Two steps back, far away from trying
Three steps ahead of myself, I'm relying
On someone else, but I keep on lying
I guess I made my problems
Diggin' myself to rock bottom
No one to help, I'll always be fine
Ain't no one saving me this time
Whoa, whoa, whoa

I guess I'll find somewhere quiet
Where I'll slowly be dying
Find comfort in the silence
Suffocate myself in the distance
All my mistakes they led me here
Living in my own damn fear
I'll pack my bags and I'll disappear

'Cause I'm one step away from dying
Two steps back, far away from trying
Three steps ahead of myself, I'm relying
On someone else, but I keep on lying
I guess I made my problems
Diggin' myself to rock bottom
No one to help, I'll always be fine
Ain't no one saving me this time
Whoa, whoa, whoa

If everything you say will fade away
Then, darlin', won't you say my name?
I know someday we'll waste away
Won't you just say the words I need you to say?
If everything you say will fade away
Say my name
Say my name

'Cause I'm one step away from dying
Two steps back, far away from trying
Three steps ahead of myself, I'm relying
On someone else, but I keep on lying
I guess I made my problems
Diggin' myself to rock bottom
No one to help, I'll always be fine
Ain't no one saving me this time