"Cannonball" lyrics

I stumble back home
And leave the door open
Six in the morning
I fall into bed

Your disappointment
It stings like an ointment
Just for a moment
And then I'll forget

Oh this cold indifference
Boredom and bitterness
I can't keep doing this
Night after night

I don't want this anymore
But my heart's a cannonball
Dragging me under these waves
People don't change

You smell expensive
But I know it's rented
Boys can be poison
And still be rose scented

So, I wash you off me
Cocaine and coffee
These days you stimulate
Nothing inside me but

Cold indifference
Boredom and bitterness
I can't keep doing this
Night after night

I don't want this anymore
But my heart's a cannonball
Dragging me under these waves
People don't change
People don't change

No, I don't want this anymore
My heart's a cannonball
Dragging me under these waves
People don't...