"Nova" lyrics

I've finally opened my eyes
I think I needed the time
Needed to lose my mind
To find my way to the surface

I didn't see the signs
Thought I was doing fine
Turns out that I was blind
A lie had burrowed deep into my soul

My spirit exploding
Chaos fire, infinite release
In pieces, I'm falling
A life I can't repeat
My spirit exploded
And I picked up the pieces
At least, what I could
I hope the glue holds like it should
But I can see the cracks

My spirit exploded
Waking up in the shadows
The cycle runs its course
A lesson to be taught
But I can't lift myself up off the floor
My spirit exploding
Chaos fire, infinite release
In pieces, I'm falling
A life I can't repeat

My spirit exploded
And I picked up the pieces
At least, what I could
I hope the glue holds like it should
But I can see the cracks
My spirit exploded