"End This Way" lyrics

I can never seem to take my own advice
Close my eyes and ignore the signs
There's strength within myself
I've become someone else

Call my mother, tell her I love her
Call all the doctors and their potions
I never wanted for this to end this way

I'll bend and I'll break
I'll give and I'll take
Untill the light inside of me incinerates

I can never seem to find a compromise
I created my own demise
There's strength within myself
I've become someone else

Call my mother, tell her I love her
Call all the doctors and their potions
I never wanted for this to end this way

I'll bend and I'll break
I'll give and I'll take
Untill the light inside of me incinerates

I keep pretending (I keep pretending)
That this isn't happening (this isn't happening)
I keep believing (I keep believing)
That I'm only dreaming (I'm only dreaming)

Save me from feeling like this is a part of me
I'm afraid of the feeling, this inner depravity

Tell her I love her
Call all the doctors and their potions
I never wanted for this to end this way

I'll bend and I'll break (bend and I'll break)
I'll give and I'll take (give and I'll take)
Untill the light inside of me incinerates