"Pity Party" lyrics

It's a motherfucking pity party
Got the friends [?]
It's a nothing,nowhere. type of night
It's a motherfucking pity party
Got the [?] and the dickies on me
It's a nothing,nowhere. type of night

Yeah
There's a lot I don't talk about
Taking time away, there's a lot I'd to figure out
Tried to get off of the meds and I'm back on
Every time I'm up, there's a new pain to pack on, uh
Everything feeling different now
Tried to make a change, take a nap, maybe walk around
Tried to get off of the meds and I'm back on
Every time I'm up, there's a new pain to pack on

I keep telling myself that I'm alright
Staying awake like all night
Trying to shut my eyes
And now I've been staying inside more than I should
Being alone makes me feel good
But that doesn't mean it's right

It's a motherfucking pity party
Put your hands up now if you're feeling lonely
It's a nothing,nowhere. type of night
It's a motherfucking pity party
Got the all black fit with the dickies on me
It's a nothing,nowhere. type of night

I hate being an introvert
Cut the small talk, never can [?], I'm forgetting words
Tried to get off of the meds and I'm back on
Every time I'm up, there's a new pain to pack on
So play me on of them sad song
Thinking that you know what I'm about but you dead wrong
Tried to get off of the meds and I'm back on
Every time I'm up, there's a new pain to pack on

I keep telling myself that I'm alright
Staying awake like all night
Trying to shut my eyes
And now I've been staying inside more than I should
Being alone makes me feel good
But that doesn't mean it's right

It's a motherfucking pity party
Put your hands up now if you're feeling lonely
It's a nothing,nowhere. type of night
It's a motherfucking pity party
Got the all black fit with the dickies on me
It's a nothing,nowhere. type of night