"SUICIDE_PACT" lyrics

I gave everything I had, but it's not enough
Try to keep it all inside but it's just too much
Between you and me, I've burned my final bridge
Turn on the stereo and let that vinyl spin

And I still mourn, I've been so torn
Every three-six-five, the days, I'm so worn
Every day is a repeat, my face in the concrete
The pills in my body, I've been so numb
Tryna live is like I'm watching a re-run
Can never wake up, tryna search for the reason
Every memory is starting to fade
And every night, when I sleep, I hallucinate

Waiting for a sign (You kept me waiting up, you kept me waiting)
A reason to carry on with this life ('Cause every day is the same)
Bound to these chains (I know I can't escape, I know I can't es-)
This body is just a home for this pain (Let me go)

Let me go
I know I can't escape (I know I can't es-)

Looking back to the past with cataracts
Let it fade 'cause it's never coming back
Losing grip of the memories
I feel like ghosts tryna cut my extremities
Please, somebody, come save me
Wake me 'cause, lately, feeling crazy
Losing grip of the memories
I feel like ghosts tryna to cut my extremities

And I still mourn, I've been so torn
Every three-six-five, the days, I'm so worn
Every day is a repeat, my face in the concrete
The pills in my body, I've been so numb
Tryna live is like I'm watching a re-run
Can never wake up, tryna search for the reason
Every memory is starting to fade
And every night, when I sleep, I hallucinate

Let me go

Waiting for a sign (You kept me waiting up, you kept me waiting)
A reason to carry on with this life ('Cause every day is the same)
Bound to these chains (I know I can't escape, I know I can't es-)
This body is just a home for this pain (Let me go)