"Off Course" lyrics

Okay
I know one day
My world ends up all changing
And finally go my way then
Boldfaced lie that you told straight to me
One less stop that I'll make, I keep moving

It falls away, I land on my face
Didn't plan round us changing
And I'm still amazed
I paid, the blame is all on me
One time I say one thing and it falls on me

Cause I'll say I don't like changes
Out of my brain, can't feel my face
In a mindframe, I trusted you I'm played
I tried to be unfazed, ended up in the wrong lane

Crazed, I'm not in a race
If I look away it fades
Just an empty pavement
Say that I didn't have to wait then
I could tell this was way planned out

I never tried to give it my all
The way I fought to save this
I used to only be just one call away
I'm gone no trace yet

All of the shit I left went in my head
I guess I'll address
Just a few more steps
And I'll get more reckless
And turn more breathless
I don't want what's next
All I see is the exit

Can't care, I know it's right there
Another fight tears us
Another time wears us down
I think it scares us
Cause we don't think that we'll still be around
I fall but not down