"Lonely Nights" lyrics
(feat. Nki Louise)
I'm tired
I fucking hate hating you
And I know you don't love ME
Haters say you do
Every minute is said
And all my days are blue
I've learned telling you I love you
Doesn't make it true
And it was always perfect
But always something different
And then it always hurt
But was something I could live with
I felt the words eating ME
Pretend that nothing's different
Remember something used to be to ME
Suddenly nothing's in it
Now we in there smashing clubs
Acting up with fatter stacks
Asking who that was because
I need that fucking heart attack
Keeps my fucking wallet packed
Break my heart take it back
Break it off smoke the fat
Write the verse on the track
Smile when you wanna cry
Then try and hide the pain
Come find the time to get my mind in line
That's why I'm so insane
Spendin' life in a haze
Drinkin' right on the stage
Like I'm reminded of a time
Been tryin' to hide it on my face
Always been special
Always meant to be
Told him he was perfect just seconds
Before I stepped to leave
Said that he was worth it
Just minutes before I left the key
Left with ME
Back waiting for that person
That I'll never be
I'm tired
I fucking hate hating you
And I know you don't love ME
Haters say you do
Every minute is said
And all my days are blue
I've learned telling you I love you
Doesn't make it true
Uhn
Hue
It's just a fucking mess
No comfort
And there's nothing left
Always chasing like a fool
Until I lose my breath
So, here's a heart from my chest
Your fucking Jezebel
Searching for clear waters
Somewhere around your oil spill
Ain't no fish left in the sea
It's just piranhas and sharks
Devious convuls caught my soul like an art
Deceiving chromosomes
Ya told me nothing
Badda lowe dah
Chevin nothing
Growin'
Accept a liar and a cheat
While I'm all alone
Up in a hopeless home
We don't raise glasses
We raise fists
You're pregnant and I'm tired of this grape shit
So, I replace it
Mistakes I erase
I've given up on this race
Cause I'm just too tired to chase it
And too tired to hold him down
Messin' with a fucking clown
A burden that I'm thinkin' ain't trippin'
No more holding now
This life's about ME
If it ain't about two
So if it ain't about love
Then Boy
It ain't about ewe
I'm tired
I fucking hate hating you
And I know you don't love ME
Haters say you do
Every minute is said
And all my days are blue
I've learned telling you I love you
Doesn't make it true
I fucking hate hating you
And I know you don't love ME
Haters say you do
Every minute is said
And all my days are blue
I've learned telling you I love you
Doesn't make it true
And it was always perfect
But always something different
And then it always hurt
But was something I could live with
I felt the words eating ME
Pretend that nothing's different
Remember something used to be to ME
Suddenly nothing's in it
Now we in there smashing clubs
Acting up with fatter stacks
Asking who that was because
I need that fucking heart attack
Keeps my fucking wallet packed
Break my heart take it back
Break it off smoke the fat
Write the verse on the track
Smile when you wanna cry
Then try and hide the pain
Come find the time to get my mind in line
That's why I'm so insane
Spendin' life in a haze
Drinkin' right on the stage
Like I'm reminded of a time
Been tryin' to hide it on my face
Always been special
Always meant to be
Told him he was perfect just seconds
Before I stepped to leave
Said that he was worth it
Just minutes before I left the key
Left with ME
Back waiting for that person
That I'll never be
I'm tired
I fucking hate hating you
And I know you don't love ME
Haters say you do
Every minute is said
And all my days are blue
I've learned telling you I love you
Doesn't make it true
Uhn
Hue
It's just a fucking mess
No comfort
And there's nothing left
Always chasing like a fool
Until I lose my breath
So, here's a heart from my chest
Your fucking Jezebel
Searching for clear waters
Somewhere around your oil spill
Ain't no fish left in the sea
It's just piranhas and sharks
Devious convuls caught my soul like an art
Deceiving chromosomes
Ya told me nothing
Badda lowe dah
Chevin nothing
Growin'
Accept a liar and a cheat
While I'm all alone
Up in a hopeless home
We don't raise glasses
We raise fists
You're pregnant and I'm tired of this grape shit
So, I replace it
Mistakes I erase
I've given up on this race
Cause I'm just too tired to chase it
And too tired to hold him down
Messin' with a fucking clown
A burden that I'm thinkin' ain't trippin'
No more holding now
This life's about ME
If it ain't about two
So if it ain't about love
Then Boy
It ain't about ewe
I'm tired
I fucking hate hating you
And I know you don't love ME
Haters say you do
Every minute is said
And all my days are blue
I've learned telling you I love you
Doesn't make it true
