"4life" lyrics

Is it my problem?
Is it being selfish?
To reconcile the things we never said?
You left your warmth behind and won't look back
When it comes to you, you wouldn't waste a single breath

Yeah, just wanna be open
But we can't be open
We might as well be drunk and go upstairs
I can't be tracing all the pain we shared
I'm only good at speaking in the present tense

Oh, I
I've compromised and left my sins behind
It took awhile to see the shame I hide
But if you ever choose, to never lose it
Then I think we'll be alright
I think we'll be for life

Park bench conversations, we stay up late
You say savour the moment I say it's not late
Seven stars and clouds outside the B & B

We fuck and get withdrawals, I tell you it's just me

I been to Tokyo so many times before
But it feels like the first time I looked past all the stores
Aoyama clique tryna milk us dry
Yeah, I know that you're my bitch, yeah we gonna ride or die

When I think of us I think of autumn and spring
I know that you get cold, I think it's a tragedy
But it's a good excuse to get you close to me
I'm not making excuses for all your therapy

Yeah, it ain't the first time, won't be the last time, that we dance this dance, babe
Yeah, you might be terrified, but don't you mind it

Oh, I
I've compromised and left my sins behind
It took awhile to see the shame I hide
But if you ever choose, to never lose it
Then I think we'll be alright
I think we'll be for life

In 50 years I hope you're by my side
Reliving good and bad with a tired mind
If it takes that long to realize
I still think we'll be alright
I think we'll be for life