"So Tired, I Wanna Die" lyrics

How do I write a happy song that's all about parties, drugs and fucking
When I see you holding hands in public?
It just makes me angry
Cause I fucked it, and I lost it, but I'm gonna be okay
That's what they say so I'm okay
I guess I'm better off this way

I don't even look at women anymore, I'm always anxious
About this album, fear disappointment
But I need to make this happen
Yeah, if only you're still with me then I'd probably be okay
But maybe I wouldn't be me today
It's like a million miles away

Days just pass me by
I'm so tired, I wanna die
People come and go
I feel like I'm at a new low

You should say hello
Hit me with the "Babe, I told you so"
Peace of, peace of mind
I look behind before I drive
(I'm so tired, I wanna die)

My friends they ask me to go out and I tell them I'll be right back
If I can be a little honest I'm not keen to see him there
I hate the imaginary stares
(Do you just wanna get another bag?)
Yeah, friends are fun but sometimes I wanna leave them and I think that's fair

Days just pass me by
I'm so tired, I wanna die (And I don't, I don't know why)
People come and go
I feel like I'm at a new low (Yeah I think that we should go)

You should say hello (Yeah I think you should know)
Hit me with the "Babe, I told you so" (That I miss, I miss you so)
Peace of, peace of mind (Peace of, peace of mind)
I look behind before I drive
(I'm so tired, I wanna die)
You should say hello
Hit me with the "Babe, I told you so"
Peace of, peace of mind
I look behind before I drive
(I'm so tired, I wanna die)