"King Of Nothing" lyrics

I'm not lost, I'm not found, stuck somewhere in between
Lonely lies the crown, for this king of nothing
I'm not lost, I'm not found, stuck somewhere in between
Sink or swim, never drown, life just keeps raining on me

Live life waiting for death, if it's all I can get
I've been dreaming of a life without this weight on my chest
No room for hope but still I feel so empty
I can't let it go when life keeps raining on me

I'm not lost, I'm not found, stuck somewhere in between
Lonely lies the crown, for this king of nothing
Always lost, never found, like this hopelessness in me
Sink or swim, never drown, life just keeps raining on me

Live life waiting for death
Like it's all I got left
I've been begging for change
Born with this noose round my neck
No room for hope but still there's something missing
Can't shake off this feeling
When life keeps raining on me

I'm not lost, I'm not found, stuck somewhere in between
Lonely lies the crown, for this king of nothing
Always lost, never found, like this hopelessness in me
Sink or swim, never drown, life just keeps raining on me

Slow sure decay, never change, seal my fate, end this pain
Live life in chains, never change
Let me die this way

Let me die this way
Let me die this way

Is it better never feeling?

I'm not lost, I'm not found, stuck somewhere in between
Lonely lies the crown, for this king of nothing
Always lost, never found, like this hopelessness in me
Sink or swim, never drown, life just keeps raining on me
I'm not lost, I'm not found, stuck somewhere in between
Lonely lies the crown, for this king of nothing
Always lost, never found, like this hopelessness in me
Sink or swim, never drown, life just keeps raining on me

Let me die this way
Let me die this way

Is it better to never feel again?