"Joy" lyrics

I've been out looking for joy
At a party with my hands high
Trying to find truth in the noise
Move my body, shake my blood up

The light, she came to loose my chains
Whispered, "You've been a prisoner for so long dumb girl
You're slave searching for praise of your name."

Won't find it laying with strangers
Playing at danger, sat on a plate
Where you gonna find joy?
Keep moving staying distracted
No need to practice, don't need it badly
Where you gonna find joy?
Chop chop go open your heart up
Tick tock get pulling your guard down
Won't find it looking for pats all over your back
What you playing at?
Now where you gonna find joy?
Joy
Where you gonna find joy?
Joy

I've been out, out on the run
Fleeing my shadow, only my god knows
Hated my past, doubted my mind
Scared of the future, I gotta lose her

It's a mad mad life when you're looking for joy

Won't find it laying with strangers
Playing at danger, sat on a plate
Where you gonna find joy?
Keep moving staying distracted
No need to practice, don't need it badly
Where you gonna find joy?
Chop chop go open your heart up
Tick tock get pulling your guard down
Won't find it looking for pats all over your back
What you playing at?
Now where you gonna find joy?
Joy
Where you gonna find joy?
Joy

Find joy
Where you gonna find joy?
Where you gonna
Where you gonna find joy?
Where you gonna
Where you gonna find joy?
Where you gonna
Where you gonna find joy?
Where you gonna
Where you gonna find joy?
Where you gonna
Where you gonna find joy?
Where you gonna
Where you gonna find joy?
Where you gonna
Where you gonna find joy?
Where you gonna
Where you gonna find joy?