"T's Song" lyrics

Hey you know T, it's been half a year
Guess you never thought that you'd see me here
But I still thought you'd have so much more to say
But I still thought you'd have so much more to say
And everyone here sends their "hello's"
And your mom makes it feel so much like home

Though it's good to be back
Where you been?
Must have cried everywhere you were then
See, I still thought we'd still have so much more to say
See, I still thought we'd still have so much more to say

And Suzie and me are on your couch
And she opens her mouth
But nothing comes out

You know I still can't write to you well
You got me so scared that I'm colder than hell
See, I still thought I'd have so much more to say
See I still thought I'd have so much more to say

Though its all confusing, I'm less scared of heights
Precarious perch of this well being broken by your sweet songs and photographs
Letters, tapes and by your fall
Like a third story window in mourning in mid-state Providence