"Watching Scary Movies With The Volume Down" lyrics

I saw you in the corner with a loaded gun
I told you that I loved you and all you said was run
You put one in the ceiling as you cried my name
A second chance glance felt like Novocaine
But if I called your bluff
You'd say I'm no fun
But this ain't the first time you've tried to hurt someone
I'm just glad that it ain't you

Choking down a red inside a crowded room
It's heater after heater till my lungs are black and blue
Biting on my cheek so I can taste some blood
It's fine I swear it's fine I'm finally doin' what I want
But this ain't the first time I've tried to hurt someone
I'm just glad that it ain't you

Watch a scary movie with the volume down
When I seen you try to scream, you didn't seem to make a sound
And it's quiet
A little too quiet now

What the hell have I become?
I wanna look back and be proud of all that I've done
I wanna be a better lover
I wanna be a better son
I wanna feel my skin burn as I stand in the sun
I wanna laugh
I wanna cry
I wanna love
I wanna fly
I wanna live
I wanna die
I wanna live
I wanna live
I wanna live
I wanna live
I wanna live
"I don't think this town has ever seen anything like this"