"purpleworld" lyrics

You said I wasn't just another girl to you
A girl to use
I said you don't care, you said "I swear I do
I swear it's true"
So how can you just turn around and block me out?
Your actions don't reflect the words that left your mouth

I was right to be skeptical
Knew it was wrong from the jump and I let you know
But somehow I still couldn't let you go
Guess it's not in my blood to be sensible
Baby it was inevitable
Wish I didn't have such a sensitive soul
Wish it was something that I could control
Said I should just pack up and head on the road

But you reassured me that it wasn't like that
Said I meant something to you, and I liked that

'Cause if I knew my worth, I would never speak to you again
If I knew my worth, I wouldn't even want to be friends, oh no no
'Cause if I stopped hitting you up, then we'd just never talk at all, talk at all
But I'd still drop everything to answer my phone if you call me
But I know you won't

(I know, I know, I know you won't)
I thought you cared, you don't
(I know, I know, I know you don't, yeah)
I've never known how it feels to be liked back, oh no
(I know, I know, I know you won't)
(I know, I know, I know you don't, yeah)

Maybe that's why I keep on running right back
So here I go again, making up some dumb excuses
Don't know why I keep forgiving you, I must be fucking stupid
Promise one day you gon realize, how much you're fucking losing
And I won't care
I've been talking to your brother, he said that you've found another girl
I hope she's everything I wasn't, I'm just from another world

So I'ma stay there
'Cause it's safe there
In my purple world

I live in a purple world
Lavender highs and violet lows
I started seeing purple all around me, everywhere I go
It once was just a pretty color and then it reminded me of you
Now it reminds me of something much bigger, of the things that I can do
A fresh start, a new meaning, a strong vibration, a light beaming
In everything that I keep seeing
In a purple world, a purple feeling