"First Car" lyrics

My first car finally broke down
Hell, I got some money but I feel broke now
All those nights that we drove around
Soundtrack playing so loud
I could close both my eyes and I would still know the way around my hometown
But those same streets all changed
Everything but the names
Kinda like a few girls I know who married and they moved away
I'm scared of being left behind thinking
Maybe I should do the same
Daydreaming at this desk so long that I just might Marry Jane
All of them good days just flew
Waking up early morning with the dew
I got the boss man on my line
I knew I never should've hit snooze
It felt like nothing mattered while I'm young
Now I'm just dirty and confused
I got a few friends getting married
And I can't stop sweating buckets in the pew
Like what's wrong with me?
Like what's wrong with me?
Why am I so scared of commitment?
I'm letting the people down that I love
I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry
Halfway between moving on
And I miss the way that it was

Sometimes I get upset
Seeing how the changes went through
Wish I spent a little more time now just enjoying the view
'Cause I would give it all back now for a moment or two
If you knew what I knew
If you knew what I knew

Back when the pain felt, never left a bruise ohh
Evans Place used to kick it back and have a few
And that sunset hasn't looked the same since you, since you
First told me that you loved me
You wrote your name on my wall
This heart I gave you it all
Never thought it would cool down
But then summer turned into fall
My heart was rushing when we last talked
Just that that night we ran from the cops
They say the feelings coming back now
The ones that never really left at all