"Lotus" lyrics

Yeah

I try, I try, then I end up broken
It's all truth I've spoken
Just caught in between, yeah
Then you try, you try
While my eyes are closing
So, I'm stuck here smoking
It's stainin' my teeth

Yeah, I wish that things would get better in time
I'm always arguin', missin' your signs
I piss you off, you mad, you fuming
I see the smoke as it's cloudin' your eyes
Lately, I'm drinkin' JD on the rocks, 'cause
It's helping me unlock some thoughts
I trip up, tangled, get caught in my head
Work myself up 'til you tell me to stop
Come enter my galaxy, just past reality
I know you cravin' a sense of normality
Can't be two places at once, no duality
Stretchin' too thin, make you call in the cavalry
Sword in my sheath, show you my honor
If you shot your arrows, I know I'm a goner
Cast me to the sea, I'll come back with the tide
Wherever you go, my heart always wanders, like

I try, I try (I try), then I end up broken
It's all truth I've spoken (It's all truth)
Just caught in between (Caught in between), yeah
(I'm caught in between)
Then you try, you try
While my eyes are closing (While my eyes are closing)
So, I'm stuck here smoking (Yeah, yeah)
It's stainin' my teeth (Yeah)

(Yeah)
My heart, my heart, is stuck on my sleeve
Words that I said, get caught in between
I do my best, but I'm better alone
I'm better alone, oh
I try, I try, I swear it's the truth
I swear I need you
I'm just, I'm lonely (Yeah, yeah)
I'm lonely