"Shawn's Diary" lyrics
Uh, I ran into this diary (What kind of diary was it? Ducky made the beat blast)
It was a diary of a crashout (Will that be read?)
His name was Shawn (Look, look), I'ma tell you his story (Alright)
They don't wanna throw him nothin' (Nothin'), they feel like he gon' crash
But when it come to them, he quick to get on nigga's ass (For real)
So he feel like the love different, it ain't the same that he been given (What?)
Just yesterday he just shot at two niggas, that's just for dissin' (Bah, grrah, bah, grrt)
And he thinkin' like, "Now this on my conscience,why these niggas on his high horse, not steppin' but I'm stompin'?" (Conscience, stompin')
"And I ain't even get no money, I did that out the love (Love), but if the love ain't real, I did that shit for nothin'" (Nothin')
Now the anger addin' up, he ain't no hater, but he feel like it's enough (Enough)
Enough of that paper to help your dog when he in the rough (You heard?)
Tss, but he feel they left him stuck (Damn), huh, but it's okay, he got a plan (It might be the wrong one)
Look, he know where he stayin' (He layin'), mask on, gun in hand (Phew)
But he feelin' kinda fucked up 'cause he really looked at him as a friend (Shit, friend, bro)
I don't understand, but I'm just gon' tell you this story what niggas will do for them bands (Bands, bro)
And Shawn been stalkin' his partner Gram, he out of town, they movin' in (In, shit)
What they don't know is his partner was smarter than that, left Terry to watch the spot (Terry)
But Shawn and Terry grew up together and not even money can tear 'em apart (It couldn't)
But Shawn done brought out his favorite Killer, he go by Killer, yeah, that part (It's Killer)
And Killer and Terry don't know each other, he make a move, then somethin' gon' spark (Bah)
Now they creepin' up the driveway (Up the driveway)
Came through the garage, they moved passed the cars, came in by the fireplace (The fireplace)
Look, if you know how it is when you run in a house, you know you gotta find your way (Find your way)
And Terry upstairs in the room doin' what he 'posed to do, watch the safe (The safe)
And Shawn know what he came for, he know the spot, he on his way up
And Killer, he right on side 'em, silent, he ain't said a thing since we was in the truck (The truck)
Killer say, "This the room?" Shawn say, "Yeah," Killer say, "I'll go in first"
Shawn say, "I'm right behind you, anything funny, goin' in the dirt" (Dirt)
But Terry, that's his dog (Shit)
He probably woulda stopped he know what's on the other side of that wall (Wall)
Shit, but soon as they crossed the threshold, Terry was already ready, heard 'em talkin' through the room door (Shit)
Boom, baow, before he could blink, the whole room filled with smoke (Bah, bah, grrt, bah)
Mm, but you know, Killer ain't no ho, he took two and gave Terry three more (Boom, boom, boom)
Shit, I'm hidin' behind the sofa (The fuck, man?)
Shit, 'cause both of 'em his bro, is you gon' call him a ho (Shit, I don't even know)
Uh, shit, I'm a fiend too (Fiend too), dependin' on how it end 'cause this the shit that you got into (Got into)
Gotta stand on your business and handle your counter, handle your issue (Issue)
Tuh, they was hustlin', but ain't had nothin' against you
So Shawn came from behind the sofa, he see Killer slumped over, ain't no savin' him
But Terry crawlin', look like he can make it
Terry was crawlin' with one arm, with a Glock under his body
Shawn grabbed him tryna help, then Terry rolled over and shot him
Diary of a crashout
Diary of a crashout, diary of a crashout, diary of a crashout
Uh, diary of a crashout
This part two, where you find this?
Diary of a crashout, diary of a crashout, diary of a crashout
Like where you find this?
Diary of a crashout, diary of a crashout, diary of a—
Uh, diary of a crashout, diary of a crashout, diary of a crashout
Uh, diary of a crashout, diary of a crashout, diary of a crashout two
Uh, this part two, uh, this part two
Uh, this part two, the streets need me
The streets need me
It was a diary of a crashout (Will that be read?)
His name was Shawn (Look, look), I'ma tell you his story (Alright)
They don't wanna throw him nothin' (Nothin'), they feel like he gon' crash
But when it come to them, he quick to get on nigga's ass (For real)
So he feel like the love different, it ain't the same that he been given (What?)
Just yesterday he just shot at two niggas, that's just for dissin' (Bah, grrah, bah, grrt)
And he thinkin' like, "Now this on my conscience,why these niggas on his high horse, not steppin' but I'm stompin'?" (Conscience, stompin')
"And I ain't even get no money, I did that out the love (Love), but if the love ain't real, I did that shit for nothin'" (Nothin')
Now the anger addin' up, he ain't no hater, but he feel like it's enough (Enough)
Enough of that paper to help your dog when he in the rough (You heard?)
Tss, but he feel they left him stuck (Damn), huh, but it's okay, he got a plan (It might be the wrong one)
Look, he know where he stayin' (He layin'), mask on, gun in hand (Phew)
But he feelin' kinda fucked up 'cause he really looked at him as a friend (Shit, friend, bro)
I don't understand, but I'm just gon' tell you this story what niggas will do for them bands (Bands, bro)
And Shawn been stalkin' his partner Gram, he out of town, they movin' in (In, shit)
What they don't know is his partner was smarter than that, left Terry to watch the spot (Terry)
But Shawn and Terry grew up together and not even money can tear 'em apart (It couldn't)
But Shawn done brought out his favorite Killer, he go by Killer, yeah, that part (It's Killer)
And Killer and Terry don't know each other, he make a move, then somethin' gon' spark (Bah)
Now they creepin' up the driveway (Up the driveway)
Came through the garage, they moved passed the cars, came in by the fireplace (The fireplace)
Look, if you know how it is when you run in a house, you know you gotta find your way (Find your way)
And Terry upstairs in the room doin' what he 'posed to do, watch the safe (The safe)
And Shawn know what he came for, he know the spot, he on his way up
And Killer, he right on side 'em, silent, he ain't said a thing since we was in the truck (The truck)
Killer say, "This the room?" Shawn say, "Yeah," Killer say, "I'll go in first"
Shawn say, "I'm right behind you, anything funny, goin' in the dirt" (Dirt)
But Terry, that's his dog (Shit)
He probably woulda stopped he know what's on the other side of that wall (Wall)
Shit, but soon as they crossed the threshold, Terry was already ready, heard 'em talkin' through the room door (Shit)
Boom, baow, before he could blink, the whole room filled with smoke (Bah, bah, grrt, bah)
Mm, but you know, Killer ain't no ho, he took two and gave Terry three more (Boom, boom, boom)
Shit, I'm hidin' behind the sofa (The fuck, man?)
Shit, 'cause both of 'em his bro, is you gon' call him a ho (Shit, I don't even know)
Uh, shit, I'm a fiend too (Fiend too), dependin' on how it end 'cause this the shit that you got into (Got into)
Gotta stand on your business and handle your counter, handle your issue (Issue)
Tuh, they was hustlin', but ain't had nothin' against you
So Shawn came from behind the sofa, he see Killer slumped over, ain't no savin' him
But Terry crawlin', look like he can make it
Terry was crawlin' with one arm, with a Glock under his body
Shawn grabbed him tryna help, then Terry rolled over and shot him
Diary of a crashout
Diary of a crashout, diary of a crashout, diary of a crashout
Uh, diary of a crashout
This part two, where you find this?
Diary of a crashout, diary of a crashout, diary of a crashout
Like where you find this?
Diary of a crashout, diary of a crashout, diary of a—
Uh, diary of a crashout, diary of a crashout, diary of a crashout
Uh, diary of a crashout, diary of a crashout, diary of a crashout two
Uh, this part two, uh, this part two
Uh, this part two, the streets need me
The streets need me
