"Push Me Away" lyrics

I was never sorry for the things I did
And some days I just can't get out my bed
And all of these voices inside my head
Way too much pressure, can't feel my chest

I was goin' numb, I can't taste it anymore
Blood on my hands, left my heart on the floor
I talk too much, yeah you heard it all before
Try to open up my mind but you keep closing the door

Ooh
Tryna push me away
Tryna push me away
I'm a fool
Tryna push me away
Push me away
Push me away

Last night I got high again
So alone, I just lost another friend
Retreating, heart barely beating
Blood is on the floor, and I'm still fucking fiending
Cuz everyday, I keep running and running it
And my life, keep fucking it, fucking it
All the drugs, keep loving it, loving it
Is everyday, is everyday

I was goin' numb, I can't taste it anymore
Blood on my hands, left my heart on the floor
I talk too much, yeah you heard it all before
Try to open up my mind but you keep closing the door

Ooh
Tryna push me away
Tryna push me away
I'm a fool
Tryna push me away
Push me away
Push me away

Last night I got high again
Blacked out, don't know what I said
I was fighting demons tryna fly away
If I get too high I might die today

Is that you in my veins
When I can't think straight?
I ain't never felt emotion
But sometimes I feel the pain

When I need to get away
Ride my bike, peel away
Mixing different medicines
Yeah I might die for my sins

I was goin' numb, I can't taste it anymore
Blood on my hands, left my heart on the floor
I talk too much, yeah you head it all before
Try to open up my mind but you keep closing the door

Ooh
Tryna push me away
Tryna push me away
I'm a fool
Tryna push me away
Push me away
Push me away
Tryna push me away
Push me away
Push me away
Tryna push me away
Push me away
Push me away