"Deathwhite" lyrics

Free enough to see what's going on in there
A man has naught if not himself, not an island
Just the son of a gun

I'm sure you knew I ate it up to spit it out
In blinded mute ground, gasping for words, buried
Yes, you saw the lust for vengeance

I've had my fill (I've had my fill)
The share of losing
I've had my fill (I've had my fill)
The share of losing

The years in these worlds
More than I could feel
Anywhere
To get it crystallized at last

I've had my fill (I've had my fill)
The share of losing
I've had my fill (I've had my fill)
The share of losing

And when they all speak at the same time
They make me wonder
What on earth in hell it was
And was it wise to seek release
In and through ex stasis

Did I face it all, standing
With the 'love, laugh, cry'
To say the things I truly feel

I've had my fill (I've had my fill)
The share of losing