"Autumn" lyrics

While I watched September fade
These orange leaves won't call my name
But the cold nights seem to stay
I can't shake this rain that falls onto me

But I see right through these blinds
And I'll never realize
What it takes to have control
An open mind a cheerful soul

My cheerful soul
Where does it go

I feel stranded here
All they've done is leave
If there's one to blame
The one to blame is me

I want this
I've tried but I lost my way (Lost my way)
Are you broken?
You'll never realize this choice you made
(Choice you made)
And you'll haunt me
Until the seasons change next year

And you, you'll never change

Once you move along, and you're pushed aside
The darker place is inside of your mind
But there's no place to go, no end in sight
And when these leaves show change
So do I

Here's the place where I melt away
In the town across the stream
It's been months and it's only me
Left me question the thought of you and me

And it took awhile, but I know, when it's time
I'll let it fade

Will the autumn breeze
Please, take me away